I would like to start today's post by using the word : SHIT.!!


It was shit... it was so crap... I mean seriously shit.! Today, fought with this close fren over a stick of ciggs.. He still hates me FOR SURE n will definitely be spreading on how selfish i was... Well... the thing is he don't even know that i actually wanted to give him but he just threw his temper at me even b4 i could tell him i was joking..!! Such an ass... He kept saying that i'm a selfish person but i always give him things...!! Usually when he asks me for a stick, i will 1stly not give it to him but in the end i will give it to him..!!!! I NEVER WAS SELFISH TOWARDS HIM..!!!! He's behaving like such a kid.! You're real close to me but if you want to act like this then it's up to you... I really had enough... They want to call me selfish then so be it..!! I will act like that..!! I'm the one who always treat them stuffs but yet... They reacted this way towards me...!!


The most paniful part was when "he" (who's definitely on his side) asked me to go home faster..!!! I was really really hurt.... Why couldn't they understand.??? And try to look back at all the things i've given... or at least listen to my part.... Just look at what a stick of ciggs could do..!!!


I'm sure he will definitely want to get back at me... I've tried to be nice to him just now even though i was angry at that time but i controlled my temper and... He rejected my courtesy... It's totally up to him... I'll just let him choose the path...