oh my... i will miss him for sure..!! He'll be starting work already and i dont think that i'll be able to meet him whenever.... I feel that it will be for a very long time..... oh my... Just now met him but only for awhile.... :( I want him so so badly..... Even though i know that it is impossible but... It won't harm loving him right..??? But y him.?? It's definitely not love at 1st sight.. I really don't know y.! In fact, i used to hate him when i 1st saw him... I don't find him THAT ATTRACTIVE... before... Now... I just wish to sit facing him 24/7... I love the way he smiles.. I love everything that he does....!! I may sound crazy but.. I really want him.! He's my 1st love.. i think... as i never felt this deep before.. N i had a few 1st things with this guy.!!! like for example, he's the 1st guy i confessed to........................ :( He was the 1st guy to atually "fetch" me from school when i had CLB... <--- long story and touching..!! I'll never forget that moment.. NEVER WILL I......