2day,i went to clear a few things with the people i've hurt... basically to cut it short, it's all over.. over as in.. done..!! no more crisis... we're back to normal... Tears were produced during the scene of talking... I can't cry anymore for the next few days... I can't hurt people and get hurt anymore... I've been crying for the past 3 days n my water container in my eyes want to finish already... I got to save it for some special moments in the future... hehhehe.. crap.. but i likee....


I really need someone to be with me to share special moments, to love, to be there when i'm at my lowest point n .... basically to love me... i've never been loved n i want to be loved... maybe it happened once but i left the guy due to him being so irritating... N we had alot of fights during the relationship... I wouldn't really call it a relationship.. nvm.. shall not elaborate more...I JUST NEED A GUY...!!!!


Let's talk more about him...It's been 5 months since i confessed to a guy who i really really like deeply... i really miss his 'loyar burok'... I was really so happy everytime i'm with him... nothing is in my mind expect him when i'm with him... get it...?? i think u don't get it... Just now on my way home, i read all his msgs again.. i still keep a few of his msgs in the past... u me call me crazy or 'shiok sendiri' or watever, i don't care coz once u really like someone so much, u will do crazy stuffs... oh my.... i really do like him alot now............