The Rejection.

Okies... I've been having this stupid habit for a long time and i really want to get rid of it..
...!! It really hurts..!!!!!!!!!!!

Kept on having this minor crushes for some people and thinking that i can go on with that person..!! It 's like i kept on having this feeling that i can get that person.. In mly it's mcm 'terasa' g2 laaa.... Oh MY.... N it really hurts coz most of them just take and leave... Which is obviously hurtful in the end when they just leave u hanging like that..!! Seriously, it does.. How can i stop..??! Now i'm like having a 'crush' on this guy who did that to me recently... Didn't actually fancy him at 1st but he then started to chat with me more often and blaa blaa blaa.. Using all his 'sweet words' to sway me to his bed.. But after he 'took' it, he just don't chat to me like how we used to before all the 'magic' happens.. Sh*ts do happen in life.. So just be prepared...

Okies... I think that the HUGE CRUSH for 7 months is starting to wear off.. I don't feel like i'm still having those likes for him... That is the ONLY guy i ever had a HUGE CRUSH on for a very long time... In fact the LONGEST CRUSH ever... Hopefully i don't melt when i see him again... Hahaha..