... Problems problems and more problems.. Really can't take it anymore.. Just feel like giving up..

I really can't take it anymore.. I've been collecting all my problems and tried my best not to show people how i feel.. I've always tried my best to look cheerful all the time.. Well, now it's different.. I just can't take it.. So please just let me be alone for the next few days.. I'm also trying my very best to control my anger.. So please do not make me shout or anything like that..


Why must i be different from the rest..?? Why can't i just be normal.. It is really difficult to be different.. No one wants you.. Maybe not in this country.. All they want is just sex with you.. They think it's fun.. Ok maybe for me it's fun too but sometimes i'm really hurt deep down inside.. Will i be the one ended up with no one by my side but had alot of sex partner..? I wouldn't want that of course..


I need you.. I really want you.. I want to tell you stories of my life.. I want to share all the dirty secrets with you.. And of course, i want you to be by my side at this point of time..


To this special guy, i like you so much... As in really alot.. I wanna hate you but i just can't..! You're just so perfect.! You lead me to what's right and wrong.. Am changing for the better.. Did you remember the 7th of a particular month..? Well.. I do.. Ever since that, i've always liked you so deeply.. Please give me a chance.. will you.?