Ok.. I was too over.. I just realised yesterday night that i was too over.. I actually went to the extend of making someone hate me So MUCH so that we'll want to 4get each other.. Ok.. I was too much.. Am sorry for that.. WHAT WAS I THINKING MAN.??? Once again.. Sorry k.. Hari Raye is 2moro so you better forgive me.. Hahahha.. No la.. It's up to you.. And i've forgiven you for whatever mistakes you've done...


So, just now was Graduation Day in school and gawd... I was filled with emotions... I was so angry at 1st.. Towards my teacher for not taking my folio.. But what the hack.. Then it was time.. The school was singing the Grad song by Vitamin C.. I gazed around me and saw how left out i was.. I realised that i have no one but my self.. Other than Susi but she's with her class mate.. That i understand la.. And besides, we meet each other almost everyday.. Ok back to the point.. Believe it or not.. I controlled my tears, not letting it roll down my cheeks... Looked again around me and there, I saw the group of friends i used to be close with... F*Y*Z(Am not revealing who).. That made me burst into tears.. Even though all the fights, I still cried when i looked at them.. Then slowly.. Everyone leaves the hall.. And for the 1st time, I was blank.. Not knowing where to go.. Standing at a spot and staring blankly to space.. Then it was Happy time.. Susi came up to me and we took many2 pictures.. As in MANY MANY..!! Until i was so freaking tired and HOT.!!! I was their so-called PHOTOGRAPHER.. hahaha..


One thing i realised from all this fights... People change as time goes by.. I saw how my friends changed as time goes by and i saw myself changed.. I'm having this attitude problem which i wish will disappear... I also wish that i be less irritating..