I so hate my life..! It's always filled with hate and problems..!! I hate it so much..!!

I just hate my STEP FATHER.. Ever since he married my mom, money has been a very BIG issue..!! And i have lesser freedom EVEN THOUGH THE EXAMS ARE OVER..!!! I so hate my family..!! Why can't my family be like those happy family..?????!!! I just wish that my mom didn't marry that guy...

My mom has really changed.. She's becoming more controlling which i really really HATE..!! She's becoming more and more naggy.. And sometimes really irritating.. I still love her but hopefully she'll change back.. Just leave that guy.!!! He's turning you into a mother which no one wants.. Please mom.. Leave him..



Friends are also another major problem in my life... Some friends are called friends for i don't know what reasons.. They are always not there when u need them... I really hate it... I don't get it.. Especially for example, I attended their games/shows/soccer/competition but they didn't attend my dance competition.. Do you know how painful that feels..? It really hurts..

The other group of friends are those who PITY for others but never pity for you when you are in that position.. I just realised it just now.. When it was me, they don't give a damn shit about it but when it some other person, they say that they feel pity for that particular person.. I can't jump to conclusions but it's just what i realised.. Whatever it is.. I'm going to trust them for the mean time.. But if it happens again, i'll be really fed up..

There's this particular 'friend' who just seems to hate me so much... She's just so trying her best to make EVERYONE hate me.. For i don't know what reasons.. I just wanna say this to that person : WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TOWARDS YOU.?? I was so DAMN BLOODY GOOD TOWARDS YOU and yet u do that..?! WTF.! I really don't care laa.!! You wanna talk bad about me.? SO BE IT.!! And one more thing.! Stop turning my friends against me..! You were afraid i 'steal' your best friend from you right.? You know how that feels.. Now you're doing it.. So don't blame me if i were to steal EVERYONE from you.!!
I'm basically simple.. You don't interfere in my life and i'll not interfere in your life.. But once you're too much, i won't just sit back.. trust me on that...