So.. Another schoolmate just passed away.. Felt sad though.. At 1st i thought i did not know her.. But when i visit her blog, i saw a face which i was familiar with.. I was like obviously SHOCKED.! I prayed for her before i went to sleep and actually talked to her.. ( ok.. don't think i'm crazy aite.! just trying to talk to her..) Even though we weren't close, i do see her often.. She's still very young.. Oh my.. I'm so scared........


So.. Just now met his brother.. Hot like him man..!! Arrggh.! I love him so much.! Not his brother.. HIM.! Why can't he love me back.? Never did i like someone this long......... I feel like you know that i love you.. But u're trying to act dumb.?? Am i right.? I don't know... I just love it when u're around me.. I can spend the whole day just with you and not feel bored.. A WHOLE YEAR ALSO CAN.. That's how crazy am i about you..


So.. I got the job back again.. Topshop vivo city.. I don't know.. Something tells me that i should not go back there and try something else.. Like GUESS.? Or maybe DIOR..?? I'm 18 already..! So jobs like that are available for me... I don't know.. Maybe it's because Topshop is my 1st official job and for the past 2 years.. I feel like they are my family too.. I'll be starting the job on 9th dec..

I LOVE YOU...