Soo.. Basically.. Went for Fantastic 4 Auditions.. Well... Errmmm didn't made it.. I'm just not good enough yet.. There were lots of people who turned up for the audition.. Congrats to those who made it like, Farida, Elly, Aim, Mell, Filzy and many more.. couldn't remember... They r good... To think of it, i made a fool of myself.. hahahhaaa.. It's ok.. will be better.. i guess... Soo.. Thanx to the audition, made more friends like people from X's Funk.. I mean be closer to them.. Fifi.! hehehhee.. funnyyy... Had fun.. Overnight.. and ermmmm... i know u know... haha.. ur secret is safe with me.! Moving on..


Results.! It SU*KED.! Got C6 for English, F9 for Combined Humanities, B3 for Maths, B3 for Science and E8 for D&T.! Which adds up to 29 and leads me to nowhere in poly life.! :( I know i can do much better for my Maths, English and Combined Humans.! Arggh.! Nvm.. Must move on.. Soo.. Applied for ITE. It's Not the End rite.?? Never thought that i'll end up there.. It's ok.. tu laa.. too arrogant.. hahaa.. But am still considering the choices.. There's always Repeat, take private 'O' or take private Diploma.. I don't know.. We'll just see..


Work has been really shitty the past few days.. How can i ever balance dance, work and own free time..???????! I will for sure NOT stop dancing.. It's my hobby.. And this Job, i applied for PART-TIME and the manager talked me into FULL-TIME.! Which like duh~ i can't commit.. It's like working at Topman as a PART-TIME as Topman's Part timers work 6days per works like full timers.! But their CONTRACT STATES 4 days per week minimun 20 hours.! Hard right.! Forget about Topman.. But i can't u know why.. My ex-manager from Topman told my current manager negative things about me.! She didn't even mention the positive side about me.! She wanna make my work life hard so i should make her's hard too.. I kept quiet on how she treated staffs.. She uses favouritism.. Well.. i was once her favourite i guess.. She treated us so good... But when i really cannot commit due to dance, she treated me nice in front but behind me, she talk negative things about me.! And don't she dare say that i'm the only one always late for work and so on as ONE OF HER FAVOURITE WORKER IS ALWAYS LATE FOR WORK.! AND SLACKS AROUND MORE THAN I DO.. AND I STILL SEE HIM WORKING.! Ohh watever.! I'm gonna get more information on what she told my manager.. And we'll see about it... Ok.. About the commitment part. Try imagining this.. I love to dance and obviously i want to join dance competitions and shows.. And i need money for costumes so i work.! AND I APPLY FOR PART-TIME.! And part-time doesn't mean that i'll have to work like a full timer.. U get me.? I WILL commit if the schedule is like for a part timer.. Not more than 5 days per week like duh~~ I want to dance and rest.. I need to rest also....


I'm just so angry about what my ex-manager told my manager.. I'm really upset.. To my ex-manager, think on how i treated u over the 2-3 years.. I don't bad mouth you. I came to work during the probation(after termination there's this 1 week work to complete). I didn't just disappear and let u be short of staffs during the peak period unlike some staffs as i didn't know that u're a back stabber. Now i know. I should have left short handed of staffs... But no matter what, i forgive you.. You did what u had to do.. But don't just talk about my bad side. Don't i have a good side.?