So am having this lust for a guy.. He's hot.!~ like duhh... So.. He's been like flirting(i guess) with me that day.. Kinda makes me go ga gahh... Now i have this huge lust on him.!


Then i'm thinking about the guy i love.. Never love someone this long.. But he doesn't love me(i guess).. Tell me.. Am i stupid to still be loving him after such a long time.?? Argghh.. Why can't love be so simple.. Damn.! i hate to fall in love..


Been having this really long break.. More time alone at home.. Away from close friends and dancers.. I just needed some time alone..