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'Always falling for the wrong guy.
Am i falling again.?'

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~Andreas Chua~
~TWENTY.!~
~22nd Oct 89~
~Libra~
~Single~
~Student/Dancer~
~ITE Simei/Limited Ed~
~Loves CAKES~
~Red/Blue/Black & White~

~AnDreAs~




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Tuesday, March 18, 2008 @ 4:44 AM
Ouch eh people..





I would like to thank the people who came and supported us.! We appreciate you wasting your time coming to watch us dance unlike some close friends who are just simply lazy to come and watch what i really love doing.. Anyways. Big thanx to Alif for helping out..!


Anyways, to that group of used to be close friends of mine.. I'm sure you guys talked about me saying that i've changed due to me concentrating more on dance or maybe that i'm just too irritating or just that maybe i'm too dumb or maybe just avoiding me because you know that i still like you(to that certain guy)which i don't anymore.. I really couldn't believe that you guys did that just now.. Just walked off from me.. What did i do wrong man.? Nk ckp krng fikir aku mepek pasal aku minom.? Tapi aku tk minom pe tadi.. It really hurts so deep.! I just can't explain how i feel.. Always being bastard.. And if you guys think that i forget you guys, THINK again.! I always ask if you guys are free.. I always msg you guys to come for my dance competition.. And the reply is always nothing.. You guys don't turn up for anymore of my competitions.. Thanx alot. It's ok. I'm being hated as usual.. Thanx for the 4-6 years of close friendship.. To you guys it may be nothing but to me, it meant alot.. Kate bapok.. I'll just find friends who appreciate me for who i am and what i like.. Thanx Ayeen, Fie, Mael, Aim, my group, K.S and especially SUSI for being there for me when i really need you guys.!!


I can't do it Ayeen.. I'm afraid to be hurt anymore.. I'm just too afraid.. I'm very weak now.. And i never chased a guy before.. So to me it's hard.. If i like him, i can't mentel2 wif him.. I just can't.. I don't think i will be able to get him.. But i want him so badly.. And i want him to live a better life.. I wish i could give him that...

The people.

Dancers.