It's painful.. Is it me or is my heart really feeling so damn painful.. I mean seriously.. I'm not talking as in i've been hurt by love.. I mean it's painful.. It's either my lungs or it's my heart.. I don't know. It's painful. Help me.. Hang on.. My heart is on the left right.? I'm feeling so much pain on my right side.. It's hard to describe..


And yaa.. It hurts my heart in another sense also.. I'm very tired.. Very weak. I'm crying.. I want to explain but it's hard.


And yes Ayeen, i cried on my way back to Tampines. And it didn't stop. As my mother was really being helpful by making me feel worst.. I just want to end it here. I don't want to carry on anymore. Let me relax.


Alif, do take extra care of yourself.