11th April 2008, Friday.

Ate at Sakura International and watched Definitely Maybe @ Cineleisure with Ayeen & Fie.. It's a very good show.. I would rate it 4 out of 5.. Went home late.


12th April 2008, Saturday.

Slept for 2 hours and headed to Toa Payoh for SKM. Fantastic Crew did great especially when some of them are new in cheerleading.. After that had practice at Istana Park. Then went to thon at Toa Payoh because Alif says that Toa Payoh is a good place. BLaaa~



Anyways.. You seemed like you really love him so much huh.. Well.. I heard your conversation with him.. It's the 1st time i could feel something.. I like you. Alot. But i can't force you to like me.. It's time i step back.. Getting hurt just to make sure you're happy all the time.. And you had a fight with him i think bcoz of me..? Well.. Just remember that he has 2 different personalities and he only came finding for you after he got dumped by the person he loves.. It's just a reminder. Be careful.. I wish i was the 1st person u knew among us 3.. U know which 3 i'm talking about.. What i'm doing now is that i'm just gonna leave u and ur love ones alone.. I'm not gonna interupt anymore.. I'm gonna try my very best to not like you k and just be close friends.. BFF right.? I'll try not to act shitty k.. Anyways sorry if sometimes i was too bishi wif you.. It's just that sometimes i'm mad with you.. That's y i'm bishi with you sometimes.. But i can't go on all the way coz looking at ur face makes me happy and it will throw away all the bishiness... I've fallen for you already.. Shit~ I've fallen for the wrong person the 2nd time.. Sometimes when you love someone, you've got to let that person go.. Is it true.? Argghh.. i used the word love.. I really do..

To that someone:
Just take care of yourself k. Don't fall too deep unless they give you the qualities like i do.. hahahah.. puji sendiri.. Make sure that they are there for you when u're sick or when u are alone.. :)

To he's lover:
Make sure u take care of him ah.! I'm sorry if i made u jealous b4.. well i was jealous also.. It's just that i love him.. You can't blame me.. Everyone will love someone and you do not choose who you love.. He loves you so make sure u love him back and treat him well..! Be there for him k..


Mother becoming more irritating.. Just couldn't stand her anymore..