I'm stopping here.. That was our last conversation. It's just too painful for me.. Seeing someone i love with someone else.. It's just super painful.. Tell me.. Am i just so stupid to keep on loving someone who will not love me back.?! 2nd time i'm in love and the 2nd time i'm in love with the person i'm not going to be with.. What's worst is that this time, the person is back with he's ex.. Which makes him no longer single.. I love you so much. The 1st dancer that i love.. Love you so much that i've changed bcoz of you.. I wish u can love me back.. Other than sleeping, there is never a day that i won't think of you.. Somehow, i feel like you're acting differently towards me.. You realise that i don't always tag at your blog. Y.? bcoz everytime i visit your blog, i'll get hurt.. It's now about you and him.. I know.. You love him.. I was just there for you when u're single and down.. Since now that you're no longer single, i should back off from ur life. And just be the normal dancer that you never thought would be your friend.. We can't be friends for now.. We're just dancemates. I'm going to try not to love you which will take me some time.. Now i'm waiting for you to go online.. I wanna have one last chat with you.. I'm posting this only after our chat.. Finally u're online.. But on the phone.. :( It was a weak last chat with you.. You're different now..


Don't 4get to pay ur school fees. Do ur assignments. Eat proper meals all the time. Don't just eat fruits. Go for ur classes. Don't skip anymore. Use the lotion. It's helping. Don't smoke too much. Don't smoke after drinking teh tarik. Try to voice out more. Don't just keep it inside. Wash ur cap. And most importantly, have enough rest.