I'm controlling.. Hoping i won't just blurt it out.. I've been trying real hard to treat you as just a friend.. But.. Can't. Why.? Why is it so difficult.? And yes. I'm different sometimes.. I have my reasons.. You will know one day. And i only show my attitude when u ............ I don't just get angry for no reason right. All i know is that i want 2 make you happy as the past few days were tough on you.. Hopefully i do at least make you feel better.. idk. There's just so many things i wish i could say.. But am thinking of wat will happen when i say it.. So.. Next time maybe..


So yeah.. The past few days were tiring man..! Overnight practice and so on.. Really made me sick and tired.. But am feeling better right now.. After having like 14 hours of sleep.. Alrites.. Gtg now.. Mother's Day.!