I hate this. Why?

I got banned from taking my exams for not coming to school most of the time. Well, I think i have to consider stopping dancing 4 the mean time. Or maybe have an early practice which ends early like last time. Family giving me loads of problems. This and that. I hate it so so much.

And i have to let this out. I've been keeping this for a long time. It's time you guys know what i really feel. You guys claim that you wanna win. This and that bla bla blaa.. But you guys never show up for practices on time. Sometimes not even come. I understand sometimes we humans have problems but please do put all this aside. I've put mine aside. As much as sometimes i have no money to come practice, i'll find a way to get the money. I've been trying hard to make sure that the practice places is convenient. I make sure i ask you guys 1st. I've been making it at RP bcoz Mael has SKM and Ling is from school. Which is easier for both of them. You got problems i don't really mind bcoz everyone has problems but not coming practices on time*as in real late* due to waking up late i mind. You wanna ton the day before practice.? By all means. But don't you ever come late for practice. I know i'm not in the right to scold you guys or give lectures at you guys as i'm not your leader but i'm also one of the leaders in the collaboration. You guys are good dancers. I know. But what's the point if you guys do not have discipline. At least have a bit more. I'm considering backing myself out for this competition. If things still do not change.


I'm feeling very weak now. Breathing problems. And i just sometimes push myself so hard to get the item right. There were a few encounters that i just feel like fainting but yeah. Not showing it. Just don't make me scream at you guys. You won't like it. Trust me. And btw. It's just about the dance part. You guys are still good friends to me.