Had the finals. We won 3rd. It was fun but wished that we had abit more practice. The experience was nice. My body n knees are still at pain. Needs to rest it. School starts 2moro.! Weee~ Wait.! Am i happy for that.? Gosh.! Think it's bcoz i miss the school's food.

Hang on. Let me rest 4 awhile. I'm thinking too much.


Ok, back. It's hard for me to decide now. Well, had a bad time recently. I don't know what to do ok. All you guys can say is to leave him. You guys think that it's easy.? I know that everyone is just saying that to help me. I do appreciate it. I do. Things between me & him is different now. It got so good at one point of time. It reached the peak. Then all of a sudden it sank. The feeling is somehow different also. I don't know what's this feeling. Maybe i'm too tired waiting for something that will never happen. Am i finally starting to not like him anymore.? It's just complicated and hard to explain. But if i'm not liking him then why am i still thinking of him almost like every time.? I somehow do not wanna not like him.

Then there's this sense. Am sensing something. Something that i would not like. Or maybe like.? I don't know. The saying "Better Be Safe Than Sorry." It has been in my mind for a long time.

To that 'someone' in my tag. Yes. I do know that he doesn't love me not even abit. Coz i've heard from someone that he never had any crush/feelings on me before. And so the question keeps pestering me in my mind "Why love someone who doesn't love you.?"

I love the night that you actually tried to surprise me by lying to me that you can't come to meet me at Tampines. You know that you can't lie to me right.? Maybe sometimes you can laa. K back to the topic. Then u came. I was indeed touched.! Made me go "Awww~~ you came." Then there was this another time, recently, we had a 'romantic' dinner at the carpark at harbourfront. haha. You had your 20 nuggets. Ok maybe like 15 only.? I ate a few also. Then you were talking about how woman my wallet is.. Blablaa. Ya i know.! Just couldn't find a nice one. Or when i did find one, i have no cash. haha. You asked me what type of wallet i like. I was like "wahhh~~ is he planning to buy for me?" Then like in those anime where there's tears on the back of their heads. Bcoz you said "i can help you find." Gosh.!

Those unanswered calls. Makes me think that you wanna avoid me. Do you.?