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'Always falling for the wrong guy.
Am i falling again.?'

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~Andreas Chua~
~TWENTY.!~
~22nd Oct 89~
~Libra~
~Single~
~Student/Dancer~
~ITE Simei/Limited Ed~
~Loves CAKES~
~Red/Blue/Black & White~

~AnDreAs~




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Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 3:33 PM
jerk.!

Asshole.! That is the only word in mind that can describe you now. I can't believe that i finally said that about you. Well yes. I finally got the guts to scold you and finally think about me and not care if you will feel hurt. Why should i even care if you keep making me hurt. Yes. I'm someone who is easily jealous and so on. But that's not the way to solve things. See what happened. Enough is enough. No more pain. I can't stand it. It's time i forget about you. I'm also seeing some other things coming and before i get more hurt, i should run away 1st. You're WAY~ different now. Maybe you're bored wif me already and now finding new better ppl in life. And hello.! I obviously can think.! I believe that i'm not that stupid. And i actually thought that YOU could make me happy. Guess not.


My biggest mistake is knowing you. Why did you even entertain me.? So that you could get away from things.? There are still somethings bottled up in me. Should i just let it all out.? BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING, GO AND THINK WHO WAS THERE WHEN YOU HAD NO ONE.! WHEN YOU HAD THOSE FIGHTS WITH YOUR EX OR YOUR GROUP. AND NOW U'RE TREATING ME LIKE TRASH.! YOU WEREN'T THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU. I RESPECTED YOU. BUT YOU DIDN'T SHOW THE EQUAL RESPECT. NOW, YOU CAN RESPECT MY ASS.! NOW YOU CAN GO BACK TO YOUR EXs OR WHATEVER LAA. YOUR WANNA M.I.A FROM THE DANCE SCENE.? BE MY GUEST. YOU'VE BEEN SAYING THAT RIGHT. MY JOB IS DONE, I'VE HELPED YOU ENOUGH. It's about time that i move on and stop waiting for something that will not happen. FYI, you're NOT always in the right. TRUST ME.! Even i do have my mistakes. But for you, whenever anyone corrects you, you'll just say that THEY are wrong and NOT you. And i'm telling you again, WAKE UP LAA.!! And don't think that i'm those type who gonna spread whatever about you. And i'm NOT like anyone who you fought with before. So DON'T you dare judge me.! oh.! and FU*K OFF.!



What do you do when you know something's bad for you
And you still can't let go?

I was naive
Your love was like candy
Artificially sweet
I was deceived by the wrapping

Got caught in your web
And I learned how to bleed
I was prey in your bed
And devoured completely

And it hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

I should have known
I was used for amusement
Couldn't see through the smoke
It was all an illusion

Now I've been licking my wounds (licking my wounds)
But the venom seems deeper (deeper, deeper)
We both can seduce, but
Darling you hold me prisoner (prisoner)

I'm about to break
I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
and I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

Everytime I try to grasp for air
I am smothered in despair, it's never over, over
Seems I'll never wake from this nightmare
I let out a silent prayer, let it be over, over

Inside I'm screaming
Begging, pleading no more
Ahh...

Now what to do
My heart has been bruised
So sad but it's true
Each beat reminds me of you

It hurts my soul
Cause I can't let go
All these walls are caving in
I can't stop my suffering
I hate to show that I've lost control
Cause I, I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I'm about to break
And I can't stop this ache
I'm addicted to your allure
And I'm fiending for a cure
Every step I take
Leads to one mistake
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need...

I can't mend
This torn state I'm in
Getting nothing in return
What did I do to deserve
The pain of this slow burn
And everywhere I turn
I keep going right back
To the one thing that I need to walk away from

I say...
I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

Only thing I need to do is walk away

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

I need to get away from ya
I need to walk away from ya
Get away, walk away, walk away

The people.

Dancers.