Do i have any biggest mistake.? I think i do. It sucks. Deeply. Why did i believe in this.? This=LOVE. I wish i could rewind time and just be the normal scandalous Andreas that never had any problems. It was stupid of me to actually think that it's enough. I'm sick and tired of this feeling.! Silly me. Back to my old life.? I don't think it will happen now. It's different. So how do i move on.? Someone help me. Coz now, he's avoiding me.


So, just when i thought things were to go that way. I was wrong. The above paragraph was what i felt a few days ago. Didn't wanted to post it as i didn't give him a chance to explain. It turns out that.....

All i've gotta say is that, always hear the explaination 1st. Some may be fake, some may not. You sometimes just gotta have the trust.


I've been wanting to tell you somethings since a long time ago. Not that long laaa.. Like from the sentosa thingy. After the so-called "dinner by the carpark", when we met the rest, you treated me as though i don't even exist. Yes, you did. All i did was to just try and forget it. Why.? Coz u're happy when u're around them. Then when i decided to try my best to just forget about it, you did it again. And again. I wanted to tell you this before you change to someone else but you just couldn't find a min to listen to me. So now, finally, i said it out. Now you know. I just hope you won't do it again. There's just so many things i wished i could say. But not now. Why.? Coz i forgot what to say.. hahahhaha..


So.. Cousin's chalet.! I want that bear balloon..!! I wish i'm still 12 yrs old. Da dapat that balloon.! And yesterday night, followed Hakim to his show and then we watched Wanted. <--- See.! i'm talking about the movie. ;) hehe. I thought it would be a boring movie as i wasn't in the mood for it. But then, no other movies that i haven't watch n i wanna watch(ok. sounds complicated). So just went ahead. And... I tell you... SUPERB.!! i would personally rate it 4.5 out of 5..!! Wooohhooo..!