So yeah.. Back to screwing up my own life again.. God, Is it me.? Did i raise the group wrongly.? One by one giving me those problems.. I've been changing 4 the better*i guess* and bad things keeps on coming.. I've tried n i'm still trying to control my temper and just hope that things will go smoothly.. But... It gets worst everytime.. Does this mean that i have to close down this group.? I don't want to but if majority keeps on giving me this kind of crap, the only solution is to close the group.. There's still alot in the group.. yes, but i'm very depressed right now due to the lost of a dancer that i worked hard on.. you asked me to join you guys for this particular competition and you backed out. Ahh.. I see.. I just hope that you stopped dancing for the right reason.. For now, the group is still moving on.. But we are still dissapointed that you left.. I feel like something is not right.. Is there a problem.? There must be a problem right.. Just yesterday you are like normal.. Happily dancing and chatting with us.. Then all of a sudden 2day you sent me that msg.. You can just tell meyou know.. I'll always find a way to do all this..


Then there's another problem.. I screwed up. I dunno if it's me or is it him.. I just asked regarding his past and i was abit too str8 forward.. And now, it seems like he's avoiding.. One moment he's all excited and eager to talk to me and now, he's like:"oh ok. nothing. hey." Bascially, he keeps on giving me those one word answers which are signs that he doesn't want to get to know me already.. Am i really in the wrong most of the time.? If i am, then i'm gonna just stop what i'm doing and just live life the way it shouldn't be..