He's a guitarist. Ok~ Should i go for it this time.? He asked me out. Should i.? I mean like if i don't try to even get to know him better, how am i supposed to find the right one. And so he says "omg. u're hot." Woah.. Hang on, let me copy down what he wrote : "does rockers turn u on? lol." Tat's for me to know.. :P Then he asked me this: "can i take u out for dinner some time?" That really left me blank.! Well, i've turned down a few coz MAYBE i'm afraid. I don't know why. MAYBE i don't feel like. MAYBE i'm still liking someone else. So i answered: "depends. when.?" Hahaha. I was really blank.!!!! gosh.! hahaha. Then we chatted and it resulted to him saying this: "anyway, shall i leave u my number before i head off to bed?" And i replied: "shall u.? do u want to.?" Hahahha.. And so he left me his number but one thing, i still haven't gave him mine. Should i.? I don't know. I really don't. Should i just not be too choosy anymore and just go for it.? MAYBE things might work out.? I think i should go for it.


I think i've changed. I mean towards my friends. I feel that. It's like something is wrong with me. Sometimes i feel like i just prefer to be alone. I don't know what's wrong with me but yaa.. If any of my close friends feel that i'm drifting apart, i really am sorry. I don't know what's this feeling. The only group of friends i'm with these days is my dancers. I feel the bond getting better and better as time goes by. It's a good thing right.? And i'm finally starting to love this group. FINALLY.!! I hope you guys won't be giving me any more problems pleasssssssssseeeeeee...


As time goes by, the list gets more. Now it's 17 out of 22 blocked.!