Anyways, been getting guys that are really not suitable for me. Gosh.! Is this a curse.? Well, i'm sorry.? For those times in my past. But hey, it's the past. Now i'm really looking forward for a serious relationship. Yeah. I'm still andreas alrite. I'm sick and tired of those games. Anyways, Mr "Wanna Bring Me Out", i'm sorry i'm not free the past few days and i don't think i will be free for this week. I'm sorry but i promise you, i will find time for you. :) Honestly, you're the only one that i would wanna go out with out of the 19 guys i get to know with.. :) I've blocked 16 out of 19 from my "Get to know" list. hahah. Well, don't blame me. They were tooooo HORNY. You're one of my top 3.!! Congrats.! haha.


Can someone please tell me. Why is it so difficult to find someone who matches with you.?? I'm trying my best now. To find the perfect one. I'm giving it a try to those who "claims" that he like me even though i don't like him. I'm giving it a try. But i don't seem to even click with any. None that click. Gosh.! Am i too choosy.? I don't think so rite.? Bcoz rite now, i think i'm in love with someone who i never thought i would fall for. But i don't think i can go for him. I don't wanna get rejected again. :( Must it be this difficult.? If you realise my dear readers, i've always been rejected by the guys i truly like. And when some random guy likes me, i turn them down. Is this karma.? I wish that my love life would be alot easier.


FYI, i've no longer have my cat. :( Mummy sent it back due to me n sis not always at home. Now i miss it like really alot..!!! I loved that cat and i think i still do. I miss it's irritating-ness and manja-ing. Gosh.! That is one of the cutest cat that i ever had.


And to my dear friend. Well, i used to like you*i think u should know who you r already*. Cheer up alrites.! :) I've never seen you that sad before. Seriously, i've never seen you cry before. It was the 1st time and i was so shocked and stoned. Not knowing what to do. And it took me a day to finally ask if you're ok. But yeah. Take care alrite. Don't be sad. It's just part of life. There are bad times and happy times.

i wish life could be easier...