The thought that it might happen. It sucks. It brings to no where. Maybe bcoz of the other liking. I'm lost again. Alone. Wanting to move on but still clinging on to that. These many many rejection. I was rejected. I didn't confess but i felt the rejection. Maybe it's just me, or maybe my prediction is right again like always for this kind of situation. I didn't expect it to be this deep. Again.! Do you know.? I want to let you know. Or maybe not. I've not yet made up my mind. Sometimes i think it's best not letting you know. But sometimes, i just feel like letting you know. Everytime when i'm about to not like you, something happens and i will tend to like you more. I do like you. Alot. I wouldn't use the word 'Love' as i'm not pretty much sure about that yet. And it's been months. You are that special someone. What am i to do.?


the rejection, the pain. always here.