You know, some says waiting for the one that you want to be with is worth it. No matter how long it takes. Even a particular book says so.! Well, that's me. Waiting and waiting and... waiting. But it's all just wasting of time waiting. It'll be like waiting for a raindrop in a drought. Yes. This is not how i imagine my life to be like. I don't wish to be alone. I want someone to hug, someone who can talk to me all the time, someone who can take care of me when I'm sick, someone who will cheer me up during my lowest point like for example yesterday and someone who will love me back. All this while, covering my saddest side, pretending that I'm always happy, is not helping me deep down. 

Falling for a close friend is definitely not a very good thing and yes i know that it'll never happen to me. I've always put hope on it. Even though deep down i know the truth. Stubborn i am. But, after knowing something, something  ....