These past few weeks. I've been spending most of my time not really talking to anyone. Just by myself. Seriously. You can actually see me walking on my own. Which i don't really do. I may sometimes seemed like i'm happy, laughing here and there when actually, deep down, i wanna be alone. I was pretending. Just because i don't want anyone to know this. But one of my friends have already told me about this major change in me through msn. Now that you've read this, i hope you understand. Give me a few weeks alone and i'll be back to normal. I hope so. :S Some how, i feel no need for anyone. I just wanted to be alone. Yes. I wanna be like those lame-o kids in college with no friends and eating in the toilet alone. Hmm.. Does that even exist in real life.?


I finally have my rest. Not joining any competitions for now. Just doing minor shows. But i really can't wait for the showcase in Esplanade.!! For the 1st time, i think i should concentrate on my studies. :D


And you, somehow, i finally think less of you. Maybe bcoz i kept hearing stuffs bout you from some reliable source. Anws, it's starting to be neutral. Fading away like finally.............. Goshh.!


Then to the other you, I honestly do not like the new you. Soo.... NOISY. But i realised that it makes you happy. You're happy being b*thcy with your friends.


I'm not in love anymore. Which gives me no reason to wake up everyday and be happy.