The one problem with me is, i like to fall for the wrong ppl. This time, i'm going to be extra prepared. I dont want to be hurt. gosh.! Must i be the one to go thru this always.?? Why can't i be like my friends..? Have stable relationships n all.. Am i ugly like f**k.? Hmmm.. It makes me wonder.. wth laa.


I'm kinda falling for someone. It's scary. Im afraid to do this again.. All i'll get is just pain in the ass.!! I've been trying to commit to you. I can't commit so much coz we're not in that position to commit all the way yet(Hard to explain this sentence). But u just seem like u dont want me arnd n so. Sometimes u entertain me but sometimes u dont.. And sometimes, it feels like u want me to back off. So i'm very lost. I need to know if u want me around or not. I really dunno what to do. For the mean time, maybe i'll back off. If u feel like contacting me then i'll always be waiting for ur msg.. :(