I'm upset. Yes i am. Ape la andreas. Always sad. Hahaha.

The feelings. It just doesn't want to go away. Why.? I don't know. It always happens.

Shit happens. Always.

Always.
Always.
Alwaysssssss...!!


The question right now i have for you is, "Are going back to him?" That's what i need to know. It seems like it is. Do you think i should back off.?

We did it again recently at my place. As much as i wanna just think of it as a fling, i can't.!! arrrghh.!! PS: I dont "sleep" around alot anymore. You're the only one. From this Feb onwards. I've given up on flings. But not you.

I wanna think that you're bad. I'm trying my best to think negative of you but i can't. I just can't.

What are you looking for.? I need to know. I want to match up to those needs. I wish i can. I really do.
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And now i'm wondering. Are you home yet.? Or is he still with you.? I CAN'T STOP THINKING.!!!!!!
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I LIKE YOU LAA.!! YES YOU.!