So yeah. The picture above is GUESS SOUL LINA.! haha. mepek.


2day's my birthday. Like yay.! -__-
20years celebrating... This year i want it to be simple. Lazy laa..

Bla bla blaaa....

I'm encountering another "heart ache" problem.. Again and again.. Yes.. Andreas, the always "heart ache" boy.

Well, this guy... This guy.. Argghh.. how do i start.. hmm.. I've been having this tiny tiny crushes for him.. And then we kinda had LUST.. Not the full lust.. ermmm.. if u get wat i mean.. And from a couple times of lust, it slowly turns to love. Yeah.. And right now, i think i love him. Pweeetttyy much tat..

Been spending quite alot of time with him recently.. It was nice.. But abit boring.. I can sense there's awkward moments. And moments when he doesn't talk much.. Like why.??? I DON'T KILL.! Hahaha. But anws, he has already hurt me a couple of times which i'm sure he doesn't even know that.. WHY ARE U JUST SOOO HEARTLESS.?? Nak ckp heartless kadang2 ade heart jugak... Do you like really treat me as someone that will be there just to pleasure u when there's no one else.?

I don't know. Is it his fault or maybe it's just him.. Maybe he thinks that i just wanted ........

I can't do this anymore. I can't keep on having this feel for you when you don't have a single feel for me. I don't know what to do.. Coz i'm really afraid to fall deeper for you. I might get hurt even more.. I really wish to love you.. But i think you wouldn't want that anws.

And this morning.. When i woke up, i saw something, something which really hurt me.. I really did not wish to see that.. And i thought you've changed.. I really did..

Butttt...... I can't blame him.. It's cool.. I just have to get over him i guess..

I guess me finding for someone i love n that someone who loves me back will not happen for me.. I'll just have to accept those who loves me even tho i don't have feelings for them.? HAHA.! I made it sound so bad... I might never know yaa.. Maybe if i give them the chance, i might never know. Maybe i might love them back when the time comes.? Maybe...

Alrite.! Birthday boy wanna sleep now..! So tireddd walking to tat 7-11 just now.... -__-