He's just not that into me..

2day has been a day when i stayed in my room the whole day just lying down. Getting something to drink then back to lying down. Probably still upset and heartbroken. Oh well. Bad things do happen. I just need to tell myself that.

I really can't find a way to NOT think of him.. He f*cking hurt me..

I should have ran away when i could. Especially the day when he kept on blabbering about he and he's memories.. It is obvious that he wants to go back to "him" even tho "he" hurt him.. Well, this is what happens if you're in love. Even if that person hurts you, you will still love him/her..

"You were hurt when 'he' did something bad. You know how painful it feels rite? Now you did it to me.."

I can't wake up without you on my mind.. It just feels wrong.. Too dramatic i am..
Did i make it that easy to walk right in and out of my life?
Should have known you would bring my heartache...

You've hurt me uncountable times yet i'm being so stubborn to actually fall for you. It's not that i wanted this to happen. It just so happens.. Like all my other crushes that i've had. I didn't choose this. It just so happens... I really do wanna spend more time with you. Even if it means you drunk and asleep on my lap like before. That was the day when i actually realize that i'm falling for you. And i bet you don't even remember that day...